Friday, May 29, 2009

this is my now

I don't know what I think about all this.. I mean, I thought I would just write the letter, send it & be open to seeing w/e happens.. but I don't know if I am. Like. ok. If I were her, I would probably be pretty devastated to get a letter like that. Not that there is anything mean in it, but it would just be extremely difficult for me to hear that I hurt someone like that.. I don't know. & like.. maybe I am afraid of what she'll say or think and maybe I'm fine with living in this fantasy world...
Do I dwell in the past too often?
Most likely.
Catherine's music is all too perfect for this. <3 As is Kate Voegele's. Tis vunderbar.

Goodness I want to write a story.. & this has been the case for like 3 weeks now but I am severely lacking inspiration. Like, there are ideas in my head but there is no rhyme or reason or useful sequence to them. Boo.

But I need to write it because I think my next piece is going to be non-fiction... o.O
yes, this is new-ish for me. Everything I write has characters & situations inspired by those in my life but I would never say that I've written an entirely non-fiction work.. except in english class when we had to.

So yes.
That's what's up.
Peace out.

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