-I feel weird telling people I know you. Like it is a lie now. But then I see you in some interview or something and I am so happy! Because I DO know you, I know you better than a lot of people do; because I know the vulnerable you, the one who needed me, the one who needs just as much love and encouragement as the rest of us. "There was a time our happiness seemed never ending, I was so sure that where we were heading was right. Life was a road, so certain and straight and unbending; our little road, with never a crossroad in sight... There was a time when you were the person in motion; I was your [friend]- it never occurred to want more. You were my sky, my moon and my stars and my ocean. We can never go back to before." You treated me like a daughter, you were there for me... and then you weren't. I don't know how to feel anymore. I know you. I know who you really are. I know that you speak your mind, but you will be friends with anyone and everyone, you loved me- I could see it in your eyes, we had laughs and inside jokes and we knew how to treat each other. I miss that. And there is nothing to replace it. And I am going to do my damndest to get it back- even though you may have already let go.
-I miss you a lot more than you realize. Becoming friends with you was fulfilling a dream for me- I always wished it would happen, and when it did- wow. The smile you give me is like no other. I just wish you needed me like I need you.
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