Friday, November 21, 2014

Friday, November 14, 2014

things;

name ➔ kelley
birth place ➔ NC
where do i live ➔ NYC
hair color ➔ brown
eye color ➔  hazel
birthday ➔ october 7
gender ➔ female
lefty or righty ➔ lefty
single or taken? ➔ single
happy? ➔ could be happier
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

are you in love ➔ yeahhhhhhhhhhh maybe
do you believe in love at first sight ➔ nope, just attraction
who ended your last relationship ➔ me
have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ doubt it
are you afraid of commitments ➔ not really
have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ yes
have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ not that I know of
have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ uhh.. actually yes
do you usually spend valentine’s day alone? ➔ with friends usually!
short or long-term relationships? ➔ long would be ideal
TEN CHOICES
love or lust ➔ love
lemonade or iced tea ➔ iced tea but not the regular kind.. I like flavored/fruity ones
cats or dogs ➔ both
a few best friends or many regular friends ➔ few best friends
television or internet ➔ internet
pepsi or coke ➔ DR PEPPER 
wild night out or romantic night in ➔ romantic night in 
day or night ➔ day
text or call ➔ text
make-up or au naturel? ➔ make up
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
been caught sneaking out? ➔ nope
fallen down/up the stairs? ➔ yes.. both.. one time I fell down some stairs while holding an open box of Cocoa Puffs and got a bruise that literally lasted 2 years
wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ meh not really
prank called a store? ➔ nope
skipped school? ➔ yes
wanted to disappear? ➔ yes
spent all your money? ➔ no
met a celebrity? ➔ yes
been really ill? ➔ the blood disease was pretty brutal
gotten high? ➔  nope
TEN PREFERENCES
smile or eyes ➔ both are nice 
light or dark hair ➔ ummm.... depends?
shorter or taller ➔ taller
intelligence or attraction ➔ attraction?? .. but like what? How are those a comparison?
hook-up or relationship ➔ relationship
funny and poor or rich and serious ➔ happy medium would be nice
mac or pc? ➔ mac
chapstick or lipstick? ➔ both
city or country? ➔ city
driving or walking? ➔ walking
LASTS

last phone call? ➔ mom
last song you listened to? ➔ Betty Who- Heartbreak Dream
last thing you ate? ➔ subway footlong
last thing you drank? ➔ water
last place you were? ➔ I'm at work now but was at Subway before this
last kiss? ➔ ugh don't even ask me I can't handle this question
last picture taken? ➔ a selfie yesterday
last outfit? ➔ as in today's outfit? black H&M tee, fuzzy white zip-up Bethany Mota cardi, dark wash Tokyo Darling jeggings, black New Look booties
last purchase? ➔ an oversized sweater/jacket thing from Urban

Friday, November 7, 2014

i know places;

Oh hi I am writing a blog post! Literally every time I write in this thing I tell myself I want to write in it more, but lately I've been wanting to write things that I do not want the general public to have access to read.

However, I do have some thoughts to share.

1. I am torn between wanting to live in NYC forever and wanting to explore new places. I really enjoy exploration and figuring out new places and stuff like that but am really not sure if MOVING somewhere new is what I want. Like... how would that even work? How do people move places that aren't New York? I really don't know how life works outside of this city to be honest, because this city is a completely different beast than any place else. I also have no idea what I want to do in terms of a career but I am pretty set on the fact that I do not want to work in an office forever. I want a more dynamic career and a flexible schedule and I definitely want to work more travel into my life. So basically, as always, I am questioning everything in my life.

2. I am really sort of awkward about certain things and have no idea how to talk to people about certain things and I wish that wasn't the case. I don't want to get into specifics here but I find myself wanting to approach certain topics with certain people and I honestly have no idea how to do so, EVEN WHEN IT IS A MOMENT THAT WOULD BE SUCH AN EASY LEAD IN. Like. What is wrong with me. Why am I so bad at conversations.

3. I am finding myself having the desire to be in a relationship lately and that is very weird for me because I am single by choice and never really give a shit about relationship-y things. So yeah. Does this mean I am old?

4. My youtube channel. I really enjoy talking about beauty and fashion and things of that nature but in the grand scheme of things none of that really matters. Beauty & stuff is fun and it makes me happy but I also want to use my channel to lift people up and let people know how beautiful they are and stuff like that. So I am going to try to do more things like that. I made a video on confidence that I really liked so hopefully I can do more things along those lines. :)