starships were meant to fly;

So I am at this hostel in Galway now.. I guess I am glad to be getting the hostel experience. Although, its a lot cooler to stay with real people who live in the places you're visiting while traveling. It just helps me get a better idea of what it is actually like to live in the place, and I have enjoyed that.
Nevertheless, here I am for the weekend. Its a nice hostel though.. I am in a common room and it is SO LOUD in here right now..
Also I like Galway so far. It is smaller and cleaner and much easier to navigate than Dublin, and I like it a lot better. I was not entirely impressed by Dublin, to be honest. I was SO looking forward to it because everyone seems to love it.. but from the get go I was pretty turned off by it for some reason. Don't get me wrong- I LIKED it, I just didn't love it.
I LOVED London, Edinburgh was stunning, Paris was incredible, Warsaw was impressive, Gdansk was like walking through a history book and Sopot was so peaceful... but Dublin to me was just not amazing!! And I am sad to say that, but its how I feel.

Anyway.
On to other things.
STILL for forever and always freaking out about this job search. But I cannot and will not give up until SOMETHING works out. I am also willing at this point to start looking at possible opportunities outside of NYC, no matter how much I want to live in NYC.. NOT NC THOUGH. Maybe California or the Miami area to start.. other places in the northeast.. We shall see.

I am just really looking forward to starting a more stable chapter of my life. I want to live in one place for more than 10 months and get a pet for God's sake and just live a normal life. I am getting really tired of only having myself to rely on. And this is not just about me being in Europe- this was going on long before this even began. This started senior year when I was working my ass off all the time and had no time for a social life. And then over the summer I had Erin living with me which was cool but frankly didn't last too long.. and then I was REALLY alone when I was working every day at crazy o'clock and hung out with no one but the internet in my free time. I miss companionship, and I have missed it for a long time. Maybe (hopefully) if I actually LIVE somewhere and make a life for myself, I can get back to having friends. That would be nice.

I have other things to say but LORD KNOWS I cannot focus right now because I am in this room with lots of people who are insanely loud and singing and STINKY FEET ARE NEAR ME sweet Lord ... oh and I am on my period so this is just totally an ideal scenario for all involved. -__-