gotta get out of here;

(Yesterday was my 500th blog post holler.)

These are the things that need to happen:
1. I need to get a job
2. I need to get a place to live in NYC
3. I need to get myself and all my belongings to NYC somehow, and I need to find someone to help me move in
4. apparently I have to buy a mattress and bed frame and have it delivered to my apartment, wherever that may be
5. I want to get a scruffy little dog

I am going crazy with nothing to do.. I've been applying for jobs and organizing my belongings and looking at apartments and mattresses and bed frames and dogs online and I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE and get my life started.
I am losing it.
Its like there is so much I have to do and figure out but I can't really do anything concrete without HAVING A JOB.

I cannot deal with this.