I am so overwhelmed with everything.
Shit is getting REAL on this visa... like.. who dude. It pleases me to realize how quickly time is passing, since I cannot wait to get out of here, but this has really snuck up on me. AND since my second job has scheduled me for a marathon of shifts this weekend through the first half of next week, I really only have today, tomorrow & Friday... and next Wednesday to get this shit together. Next Friday is my appointment. Next Thursday, all I want to have to do is look through everything and make sure my ducks are in a row. Next Wednesday is the day I will need to make copies of all the shit... SO BASICALLY that means I need to get this all done by the end of this week.
I also need to get this bank letter which like.. BUH. WHAT. Its so complicated and I am completely on my own trying to figure it out. I feel like there should be discussion forums for shit like this.. and trust me, I have searched for them! The only stuff I found were a few words from like 2008. Not relevant dude. I need some assistance here and after relentlessly trying to contact the consulate, I have yet to speak to a human. -__-
Anyway, it is a hot mess, but I am trying to take it one step at a time and deal with it.
In other news, I need to start realizing that my feelings are just as important as everyone else's.
Also, I really regret that I didn't start dancing/acting/singing when I was really little. I don't know that I would have ended up equipped to have a career in performing, but at least I would have had a shot at it.
And.. I am very frustrated in situations where I am clearly being overlooked because people ALWAYS want to talk about themselves and don't even bother to REALLY try and see what is going on with me.
'I've lived here all my life and I've never met anyone who wants to talk about anything that matters.'
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