1. Its weird. I feel like I don't really have many close friends anymore. Maybe its just because I'm so busy and I never get to see people... but I am just kind of floating through life right now with no one I can 100%, all the time rely on. I feel like I don't really have anyone to turn to. And I am more perplexed by that than distraught. Because just a couple months ago if you had asked me, I would have said that I have SO MANY best friends who I feel like I can always turn to... No I feel there are virtually none. I mean, you guys are going to read this and get all concerned. But please don't. I think its just me being busy and people getting closer to other people... out of sight out of mind perhaps. This is a weird feeling though. I have never felt like this before. Kind of like the only one (besides God of course and my parents) who is always going to be here for me, is me. Hm.
2. I went to a necklace sale at Charlotte Russe yesterday with Sarai and bought four sper cute necklaces. I luhh dem.
3. Lots of times I decide I am a fatass and I set dieting/working out goals for myself and stuff.. and then like two days later I decide that I really like to eat and I am confident in myself and don't need to be bothered with setting crazy expectations. And then I eat a sandwich.
4. The nights when I want nothing more than to go to bed early are ALWAYS the nights I have the most work to do.
5. I want to go to an Ashram in India.. and also I want to go to Italy and learn how to properly do nothing.. aka without having the internet in front of me all the time..and eat a LOT.
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