i don't speak french.

I guess what is really bothering me right now, why I am not working on my essay that's due tomorrow, is because I genuinely do not understand what is going on... You say that this person is a flake, that they have taken advantage of you, you admit that they cannot be really trusted; but there you are
at this very moment
hanging out with them.
Really?
And I would only need about one guess as to what you're doing.
Stupid.

I don't get it.

You need to realize who really cares about you
and who is going to bail when you really need them.
You need to stop hanging out with people just because they are the ones who seem more "FUN" to hang out with in the moment.. because fun in the moment is a lot different from real love and fulfillment and joy.

Stop investing in the ones who won't give you anything back
I've been there
and perhaps I am there again with you
but it sucks
and you deserve better.

stop.

I have done a lot for you.
And I know you're not blind to that.
So stop acting like none of it matters.

you deserve better
& i wish i could give you the best.

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& readers, if you're there, dont ask me who this is about. and don't try to guess.
i promise you don't know.