1. I talk to myself a LOT when I am home alone for lots of hours. And most of the time, I talk to myself in silly voices. I don't even know.
2. My goal this afternoon was to take a nap for about 2 hours.. 4:50-6:30. Then I was going to be GOOD and get up and make myself some chicken and a salad for dinner. Because I have gotten really inconsistent about cooking lately.. It just seems to take SO LONG and I am really bad at estimating portion size when its just me and it just seems like tis more trouble than its worth for just one person. Anyway, despite that, I was going to do it tonight. SO I SET AN ALARM ON MY PHONE AND EVERYTHING for 6:30pm. (You see, I was napping because I got very little sleep last night because Caroline's birthday shindig was happening. I escaped from it early (at like 11:30) so I could get sleep, and then didn't really end up getting sleep because of the loudness. BUT IT WAS FINE. She TOTES deserved to have her happy Birthday times :D).. Anyway, my alarm went off and I groggily turned it off and then apparently very quickly fell back asleep, and THEN TWO HOURS LATER, I JOLTED awake and freaked out because I had absolutely no idea what time it was or whatever, and then looked at my phone and it was 8:30pm. I was appalled. So then I ended up having chips & dip for dinner, with a side of leftover gummy bears that were soaked in vodka and then frozen (the work of Taylor, the idea of Caroline).. BUT DON'T JUDGE ME. I am of age and I only ate like.. 5. And they were gummy bears. So 5 is not a lot at all. ... And then I watched like 7 episodes of Boy Meets World. And I have to sleep again soon actually because I have to work at mofo o'clock tomorrow.
3. Annnd life is really really confusing. And the more I try to sort it out in my head the more complicated it feels. I don't want to disappoint anyone. I don't want to feel like a sell out. I don't want to betray anyone's confidences. But I just don't know.
4. Oh and my dad goes back to the hospital early this week (Tuesday I think) to get a cathidorization and to get his aortic valve looked at and to look at the bypass surgery he had done and see whether or not its still holding up.. Depending on what they see, they may decide to keep him there. Thoughts and prayers are very much appreciated.
5. And! Another thing. So, most of you who read this probably already know about my class this semester that requires me to work on a show and spend all my waking hours in the drama building. Well. I found out today that I got the show I want (As You Like It) which starts tech on the 17th I think, AND I am going to be wardrobe crew!! Which means dealing with awesome Shakespearian clothing. Yay. AND my buddy Jordi will be doing it with me, as well as Rachel. Its just the 3 of us on wardrobe. It will be a lot of fun I'm sure, but mostly because I will be in good company. :D
6. I have decided that I really want some boots. And some skinny jeans to wear with said boots. I am itching to go shopping. So, if you want to come. Tell me within the next 14 or so hours, as I would like to go tomorrow or Monday. ;)
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