I am really frustrated with myself.
I act like I am so confident and so fine without a man in my life
but the truth, suddenly, I'm not.
I'm sick of being single and I'm sick of being that one girl who is NEVER in a relationship, the girl who clearly is not attractive enough or clever enough or socially adroit enough to have such an honor bestowed upon her.
I don't know the first thing about all of it.
I mean, I know how to be IN a relationship,
I think I'd be good at it,
I just don't know how to get there.
I just don't feel good enough.
Cinderella was still just a servant girl at the end of the night
even though she put on her black ankle boots
and her big black flower fascinator
and her black & green dress with the gold shimmers.
Sometimes, I just think that no matter what I do
there are still a lot of places I just won't fit.
Because unlike Cinderella, I won't stand out despite my lack of importance,
and the prince will pass me by.
..one of the crowd.
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