the nights we stay up laughing;

A little part of me disappears when you're gone...
without you my flavor's a little plain.
Sometimes I feel like this is weird
because I have not known you for long...
but the people who came before you,
They still matter as much
but with you there is a new love
new new love.
Pure, hilarious, perfect, tell me anything, hold me closer,
abundance of laughter, make me crazy without you,
utmost respect, do anything for you,
jealous of everyone else love.

I adore you.
And that is a word I don't use often.
Adoration.
That's like love plus admire plus want to be near all the time.

We make our way dreaming you & I
we are too crazy
in love.

I long for the day when we no longer have to say goodbye
when we can hold hands and walk through the streets singing
never letting go
free and unafraid
taking control of the world like its all we have to hold onto
our dreams will come true
...
& we will be a dream.

The difference between me before you & me after you is that before I knew who I was but I had no idea where I was going.
Now I know where I am going, and I know that I will have your hand in mine all the way there.

Remember when that lady from that show we hate that's now over said that her character & that guy who never died but we always thought should were just not each other's purpose in life & that's why they didn't end up together?
Well.
You are my purpose in life.

One day you said "Don't ever leave me,"
And whether it was in jest over our commonality of not liking to turn the heat on or not,
I never will.

You are my ray of sunshine;
and me without you is no longer an option.
It never could have been,
and never could be,
I love you forever
and I miss you all the time.

Less than a year.