don't talk to me;

This is really annoying.

I don't like being ignored
I just
gah

I probably should not be this bothered
but its bothersome

because your words and your actions don't match

and frankly,
I need you too.

I don't like to have to sit here and wonder what may or may not be said about me when you laugh and don't tell me what's so funny.
Just stop

I hate this

I know I am probably being an idiot and overthinking but
really

you can't throw me around and treat me like I'm nothing and string me along...
but I guess you can.
Because I have let you.

We could be a dream.
I just don't know anymore.

Pick me
choose me
love me

I'm as pathetic as Meredith Grey.