Well. Still freaking the hell out about job prospects. And my level of freaking out is increasing as time passes and job options fade away.
I spent all week last week in NYC and nothing beneficial happened.
I had an interview scheduled for this Thursday, which has now been cancelled because apparently they scheduled it without realizing that they are no longer hiring...?! Odd. But alright then.
I literally have ONE option left- and its kind of a long shot, before I have to start over again from square one in the application process...
The last thing I want to do is start this process over. Especially since it has been going on for 2 months now... I am completely over it, I just want a damn job.
Phone interview/"chat" tomorrow.
This is my last chance.
I AM SO TERRIFIED.
Please be thinking of me and sending good thoughts and vibes and prayers my way for this...
If it goes well, then I will have a chance at a dream coming true (literally).. TWO dreams actually. One because it would allow me to live in NYC, and the other because of what the job is.
If it does not go well... then I will be at a dead end. And that terrifies me to no end.
Jesus take the wheel. Seriously.
Oh yeah and several other things are happening in my life right now which suck and are complicated and that is not helping one bit.
This has been a complain-y slash overwhelmed entry.
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