New York was amazing.
Poland is SET for January through the end of March.. after that (if I can't find another au pair gig in the UK or Ireland) I would like to spend about a week or 2 in that area and just travel and explore.
Perhaps I can spend a few weekends in Italy during the Poland thing, and I get to do Paris for New Years with Erin.. so at least that way I will get to see the places I most want to see.
I will eventually write a more detailed post about NYC, but right now I am yet again unsure what the hell I want to do with my life.
I was pretty set on this grad school thing until today. I was watching My Extreme Animal Phobia today, on which Dr. Robin Zasio is the therapist, and I was watching her deal with these people who were being complete bitches to her and yelling at her. And she was just like ... being all sweet and stuff.. and like, I am just not sure that I could do as good a job at stuff like that as Dr. Zasio does. I am a person who basically MAKES myself be good at the things I do.. so if I think I am not going to be good at something, I either put it off or do something else or whatnot. I don't know. Part of me just wants to escape to NYC.. but nothing about moving there would be an escape. Costs of living are high there so I mean.. it would be a huge challenge, and I would not want to get up there and then either not be able to find a job or find a job that I end up hating.. I just don't know.
Why do I never know what to do with myself.
Anyone reading this want to tell me what to do with my life??
I just want Judge Milian to preside over my life and tell me what to do. That would be great.
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