Tuesday, August 17, 2010

i made that bargain long ago;

I want to become a better person.
Sometimes I just feel like I do really stupid immature things that I know are stupid and immature, and then I feel like a complete mofo because I knew all along what the better choice was to make.
But then other times I find myself in situations where I have no idea what to do or how to respond.
And then I feel equally as mofo-ish because I think that as much as I proclaim the fact that love is my motto and I claim that I am an understanding person who loves to give advice, I feel like I SHOULD KNOW what to do in these situations.

I feel like I have been working really hard all my life to emotionally/spiritually grow up. And I just get really frustrated when I find myself reverting to childlike behavior in those areas.

So, yeah. That's really all I have to say at the moment.
If you see me acting a fool, please whip me into shape (in a respectful way).
I will appreciate it.

My goal is to be happy, drama free, ridiculously mature, socially wise, and 100% unconditionally loving.
I want to know when to say things to other people and when not to, and when to get involved and when not to.
I don't want to be a stupid mofo.

That's all!
I love everyone.
<3

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