Saturday, October 17, 2009

& the invisible girl;

I am being spread far too thin.
I am everywhere are once,
and simultaneous to doing everything,
I am doing nothing.
I can't give my all to all things,
it just isn't working.

I feel like crap.

I feel like I owe everyone
an apology,
because everything is getting compromised.

I hate this.

I always multi-task in class,
because my homework for another is never done.
I always do my homework in rehearsal,
because I never feel caught up.
I do things for rehearsal when I'm hanging out with friends,
because I feel bad for not BEING there at rehearsal.

I just feel like I'm being pulled in so many different directions
and yet
here I am
wasting time.

What an idiot.

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