opinions

1. I no longer care about youtube. I don't enjoy making videos anymore, and will probably only go along with this collab channel thing until I have someone to take my place. It is not worth it, and "online friends" are pretty much the least loyal people ever.

2. H2H is an epic fail. Yes, we are a non-audition choir, and yes, we are not going to be amazing, and yes, there are going to be setbacks. But seriously. Jesus walks among the lampstands, and ours is burnt out. We have lost sight of what God wants from us, and we suck. Absolutely suck. I think we need to just step back & stop trying to push through like everything is okay. We need to talk this out & formulate a plan for how to make it better for the future. And I am pretty furious about the fact that no one wants to do anything about it but me & Samantha. And someone needs to start fucking listening to me. I have laid down the ultimatum that I WILL NOT sing at Joy Jam if we don't seriously make a plan to sing easy songs [aka- Lean on Me, All Hail, etc.] that will ensure our appeared success. I will go, but unless someone listens to me, I will not get up on that stage. I refuse to continue to embarass myself. I am over it.

3. Probably my biggest annoyance, as of now, is people who take me away from other people/people who stand in the way of my time with other people.

4. I want to participate in 24/7 prayer.