never let you go;

Have I mentioned lately how much I fucking love living in this city?

Seriously. I cannot imagine being anywhere else at this point in my life. I love those times when I can look behind me and be like.. hey... THAT'S WHY all that bullshit happened! Example being, if I had gotten to au pair in Italy I would have been in Europe until the end of July, and thus would never have been looking to sign a lease when I was, and Jenn and I would never have met.

One huge debacle, leading to one incredibly wonderful payoff.

That's how life tends to work out.

I really do believe no matter what that God is there and he has an eye on me.. things do happen for a reason, you just have to work through the rough times. I don't believe that anyone is given more than they can handle in life. Yeah, you may have to reach out and ask for help, but that's just how it goes sometimes.

This is what I keep trying to remember as I go through my constant worry about employment... blargh.
It never ends.

But hey, I know what its like to work somewhere shitty, and I know I can handle it.

Here are the good things:
-I have the most incredible bff in the universe.
-I live in the most kickass city in the world.
-My bedroom looks really cute.
-Christmas.
-And lots more things but those are my main ones at this present moment.



As a random note, I have been doing WAYY TOO MUCH online shopping lately. Like. Whadda hell bro. Why is this happening. None of it is a good idea. Especially with my impending unemployment and subsequent financial doom. My current hope is that my parents will bestow some funds upon me for Christmas, which will hold me over until I get back to the city and hopefully get another effing temp job..
Annnnd we all know how much I love that.

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BUT OK LIKE I SAID LET'S BE POSITIVE, YES?

Yes.

Life is good.