if you will sing for me;

1. I am a bit frustrated with humans, and their inability to express what the eff is going on in their heads.

2. Job interview Monday that is exciting and UTTERLY TERRIFYING. Send me good thoughts/vibes/prayers/whatever you've got.

3. Still no friends really, but looking forward to living with Jenn and Rachel and Jenn's friend in September. This has good potential.

4. On that note, apartment hunting is utter hell and no one will fucking advise me about it when I've asked.

5. A "trailer" video for Stacy London's new book came out.. in this book you see, she chose 9 women to be personally styled and in a photoshoot.. and she took applications (which was just an email summary of what your deal is and a picture) last fall. I was in a REALLY bad emotional place then, but I submitted one. I'll never know if I would have been picked though because I said in the email I'd be out of the country for at least the first 3 months of 2012, and they did the photoshoot in early March I think. So yeah. If nothing else I was eliminated based on that fact. IF nothing else. But frankly, I am forever going to be jealous of those 9 women. Actually 8. I'm jealous of 8 of them because I know one was a cancer survivor so she deserves this book and much more. But those other 8.. dude. Not fair. Its basically a once in a lifetime opportunity that I'll never even know if it was just bad timing, or if I just wasn't picked because I wasn't deserving of it. I have literally wondered about this for months now. I can't wait to read this book, but when I do I'm going to be pissed at these women. Just sayin.