lying in the gutter, staring at the stars;

I am a hot mess lately. Of epic proportions.
But that's alright.

I always almost miss the bus and I never get enough sleep and my stuff is always strewn about my apartment or backstage or whatever classroom I happen to be in and I take naps and forget what day it is and sometimes I just can't stop laughing.

I never have time for anything.

But its alright.

Because my nails are painted yellow and the word LOVE is written across my knuckles and I am experiencing the magic of theatre and okay with where I am and feeling very free to be who I am around the people I am around.

I have a lot to say though.
A lot of thoughts I'm holding back because I really don't know what I want for my future... doing this show though, has made me realize yet again how much I adore theatre and theatre people, and how I need to make that a way of life somehow.
Its just beautiful.

See look, I don't even have time to write this. I have to get ready and go pick up Rachel and go to the show. :)
Later.
More later.