I lied when I told you I forgot;

Its a miracle that we're still standing.

And I think that sometimes,
with everything that's happening
If I really let it sink in,
if I slowed down enough and let that happen,
I might just collapse.


I really try to focus on the things that matter,
but sometimes those things are too real or too scary to deal with.

I just sit here and escape from it all and watch effing Boy Meets World.
I don't even know what to think.

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Anyway, if you want to know what this is REALLY about, I am already as stressed as a mofo. And now my dad is in the hospital and they're trying to figure out whether or not to go ahead and do the surgery to replace his aortic valve on Monday. They're looking at his lung functioning and his kidneys and I don't even know what else but that's whats happening.
Thoughts and prayers are greatly appreciated.