& when you look that way, it makes me wanna cry.

I love you.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
I want to scratch your back when you sit in front of me.
I want to hold your hand when you walk beside me.
I want to be the person you go to when you need help.
I want to hug you at random moments.
I just want to be there beside you.
You had me at hello. People like you make it seem so effortless.
I am so stupid. But I expect it, and enjoy it.
And maybe, one day, I will find my Will.

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Then there's you... sir.
What is wrong with me?
I am in love with everything about you.
You seriously have the ideal personality of anyone I would ever want to be with.
Why?!?! Why you?!?!
WHY does this have to be so damn complicated?!?
Honestly, this situation could not be any worse.
Though.. perhaps you're not meant for me... but even then, I would still love a chance.
I NEED someone like you.
I NEED YOU.
And I hate that about myself.
argh.