It's like I don't know how to describe you anymore. Are you my friend, or aren't you? Do you care, or don't you? If you wanted to see me, you would have. But you haven't, so obviously you don't care.... So why do I care??! Why the FUCK does it matter to me when you obviously don't give a shit?!? Maybe its because you pretended.... to the point of extremity... you made it seem like I mattered. And now I am no one to you. But I still care. Because apparently I am an idiot.
Its sad how people we know become people we knew.. how you can walk right past someone and pretend they were never a big part of your life...
Its like we are slowly fading away from each other.. And I think we are both pretending that we're still really close, but we are obviously not. But, to be honest, I think we can bring it back. Because there is no one there to replace you.
I am on the dark side of the moon.
I am not the same person I was two years ago.
I am learning, growing, experiencing.
Life is amazing. Jesus is amazing.
I need to make dinner plans for tonight...
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