Thursday, July 19, 2012

might be a quarter life crisis;

I can't decide if I want to sign a lease in the fall or sublet again.

There are pros and cons to both, really. One one hand, it would be great to avoid broker fees, buying furniture, and then the whole issue of having a ton of shit and what the hell happens if I decide to go back to Europe or move to LA randomly. WHAT THEN.
BUT on the other hand it would be great to have my OWN space with my own shit where I don't have to feel like I have to stay in my/rando girl's room all the time and won't have to worry about being SUPER CAREFUL not to mess up her dumbass pristine shit. Also it would be great to have my own wall decor and not ... this. I just hate feeling like a guest in the place where I legitimately live. Its so awkward.

I dunno man.

The job hunt also continues to disappoint. I've got it in my head now though that if that one kickass nonprofit never ends up posting any jobs I am qualified for in the next couple weeks or so, I am going to just knock that whole avenue off the list and move back towards the arts. I'd love to work in talent management... I have always had a fascination with talented children, so I'd love to be like some sort of talent scout or casting agent who gets to give amazing opportunities to kids who wouldn't otherwise get them.
Another thing I would like to do is be someone's personal assistant. I decided that was a cool job when I was like 12, so.. maybe somehow I'll discover such an opportunity.

Those are the 2 biggest things on my mind lately.
Bedtime.

Hoping to seek out the cast of Smash tomorrow after work!! :DDD

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