its like summer;

There is no one on the internet right now to talk to so I am going to talk to this blog.

I am having trouble deciding how long in total I would like to be in Europe/au pair-ing... I think that between my 2 options for January, I would fit in better with Poland family than England family. From there, I have that definite Italy offer for April through the end of June.

At that point, if I get into UMiami and decide to go, then I will have to come back to the US so I can like move to Miami and get a job and somewhere to live and stuff.. BUT, the more likely thing is that I will not get into UMiami. Frankly, I don't know if I will get into ANY of the grad schools I'm applying to.
I think that I have pretty much decided however, to apply to start in January 2013 at the other schools.. I would do the same for UMiami, but they make you start in the fall for that program.

If I start grad school in January, then I will have time for a 3rd (and maybe a 4th if someone allows a 2 month commitment which is rare but not impossible) au pair experience. In that case, if I have already gone to Poland and Italy by that point, I would like to go to the UK or Ireland.. or France.

Its just hard I guess because now that I kind of have a potential idea of what I want to do with my life, I feel like I should not waste a lot of time galavanting through Europe.. BUT at the same time I know that this is the perfect time for me to travel because I am not yet tied down to anything. At all.

I really am in love with the Miami area though.. I might move down there whether I get into school down there or not.

Who knows.