delicious ambiguity;

Well, after my day of extensive research, I have discovered that grad school is basically impossible.

A) I did not take stats in undergrad
B)For most programs, I did not take ENOUGH psych classes
C) I do not have $80,000 to toss aside
D) I do not want to have insane amounts of student loans coming out my ears for the rest of my life

For the moment (and we all know how bad I am at committing to decisions) the grad school plan is going by the wayside.

So.. when the au pair thing is over, I will be applying for jobs 24/7... and hopefully something will work out.

I kind of just want to get an apartment in a big city and get a cat or small dog. Or both. I want a real life. I am tired of all this ambiguity.