comfortable talking;

I really hate trying to plan things with people who refuse to have any sort of input in the planning process. Especially guys. Like, seriously. If you want to go on a date with me, you need to have at least some sort of an idea what the plan is. Because I don't want to deal with it. Also, when given an option of 4 different possible days, PLEASE HAVE AN OPINION ON WHICH DAY IS BEST. Good Lord. I don't give a shit. I will be in another country in 3.5 months. You are probably not "the one" or anything like that. So yeah. I am fine with refusing to make a plan. haha.

^That was a very pointless rant.

I am REALLY in the mood to buy a plane ticket today for my trip (my flight to Paris that is, so that I can spend New Years with Erin before I go to Italy)... but I don't think its for sure that I can stay with Erin's host family.. But... A) I doubt they will say no and B) I can always stay in a hostel if I need to. I will have a lot of luggage and crap, which would make the hostel thing annoying, but I am sure that I could leave some of my stuff in Erin's giant studio apartment bedroom thing.

...I just looked at my checking account and maybe actually I should hold off on getting this. ... Although. It is a great price right now, and I wouldn't want to risk spending more if I get it later.

I guess I'll hold off though until I at least speak to Erin about it.
I just have the urge to jump the gun on all this because I am dying to get out of here. lol.

If I don't spend ANY money for the rest of the week, I might be able to pay for this on Friday with my paycheck from my second job... and then I get paid at job #1 Monday, and I can use that money for.. life and stuff. haha. Perhaps that is the best plan. ALSO I am going home this weekend so my mother might give me a little cash because she is always really worried about the fact that I don't carry cash for some reason.

OH HEY. If I go Air Canada, I can afford to buy this today!! hahahaa.

I mean, worst case scenario, Erin has to end up traveling over the holidays with her host family, and I have to stay in a hostel in Paris and spend New Years alone. That is still not a bad scenario at all... More expensive, but good Lord. Worth it I think.

I just tried to call my mother about this but her phone seems to be off. GUHHH.

Maybe I should not clean out my checking account RIGHT NOW. That might not be wise... I want a plane ticket yo.

^This has been a pointless plane ticket saga.