I think all my negative feelings and memories are tied together by a long string that lies in the back of my mind. And whenever something new gets tied onto that string, it pulls all those old feelings and memories forward, allowing them all to circulate through my mind and consume my thoughts. And each time it becomes harder to let those memories fall back into the depths of me.
Sometimes I think about going away or doing something new, but I can't bring myself to do that either.
I don't know what I need, but I need something. At times like this, I'm not even in the mood to be happy.
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