although there's pain in my chest I still wish you the best;

BLAAAH I have no idea what to do with myself this spring/summer.

Here's the thing.
I am in this wedding that's happening in earlyish June.
And I am spending early early June in NYC with Erin looking at apartments and applying for jobs and whatnot.
Those are definites.

Now, other than that, here are some options:

A) go to another 92Y event in NYC with Stacy London in March (which would be a quick, 1-2 night trip)
B) go to this gala thing in May to see Stacy London (which would be an equally short trip, but more expensive than the former)
C) do neither of the above and go throughout Europe this summer
D) maybe do option A & visit the UK this summer
E) do neither A or B & visit the UK this summer
F) do none of the above and work at Chapel Hill Panera this summer, while paying rent & living up there in June & July
G) not pay rent, maybe do one trip, live at home this summer & work at Fayetteville Panera

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.
At this moment, I am actually leaning towards doing A or B, and saving Europe for when I am more financially stable, and living at home this summer & working.
PEOPLE, PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONS ON ALL THIS. I suck at making decisions.