am I too wholesome, am I too loathesome, guess I'm a little bit shy;

This is the way my mind works.

I get really excited about people I like a lot being online
but they never are
and then all of a sudden finally they are
and then I get too scared to talk to them
because I'm afraid nothing I have to say is interesting enough for them
and I don't want to bother them, because they are surely doing something really fun or interesting over there on the other side of the internet, which I would not want to interrupt.

But then
I am proven wrong.
Because even though
If people were rain
I'd be drizzle and you'd be a hurricane
you still love me
my bff. :)