Right now I am sitting here with people I really really love and all I can think about is how FREAKING OUT I am about class tomorrow. I am going to do this research study thing before class, which is fine, and will probably be the most relaxing part of my day. Then I have to go to the class where nothing I do is ever good enough, and I get to be embarrassed in front of the whole class over how craptastic my story is... I hate it. I am about to throw up just thinking about it. I work so hard in that stupid class and then I never do well on anything EVER. It sucks. And it is even worse how condescending the professor is towards me and how the whole class is well aware of my lack of writing talent.
And then, in my next class, I get to be a part of a group presentation for which I am extremely unprepared. BUHHHHHHHHHHH. I suck at everything.
I love Erin. She makes me happy.
Times like this are what keep me going.
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