shafted

The choir has screwed me over again.

I am being an emo bitch right now but I really don't care because this is my blog and I will do what I want.

Anyway
-first I got leadership and then it was basically taken from me when I said I would have to have a co-leader who understood that because of my other commitments I would have to split the work 40/60 instead of 50/50..since when does that mean "no i dont want to be a leader" ?!
-then the drama leader position was taken from me without me being there or having a say in anything
-then i was somehow dissolved from committee and became an "alternate" ..again, without me being there or having a say
-then when i try to get some closure for people based on a new stupid situation, it becomes an attack on me

...

I think I might just quit, because honestly, I cannot take this anymore because clearly I am of no value to the choir and nothing I say or do matters to anyone in it.
I don't know what God wants me to do...
any input on this from you peeps or prayers would be greatly appreciated.