Saturday, January 30, 2010

i'd be drizzle & you'd be a hurricane

You don't owe me anything, so stop trying to give me what you think you owe me. I don't want it. The world is not your charity case.

Stop acting like I want pity. I don't. Just let me be what I want to be. And stop thinking you're the only one who has the right to complain.
Get over yourself.

I wish you saw through the masks I wear. Because I am sick of everything but you, and you've moved on because you know you're better than me.

I don't know what you're trying to be to me, but its not working. Give me all or nothing.

I wish you could see that you get absolutely everything you want and leave me with nothing. And we all know its because I am hopelessly boring and you are endlessly fascinating.

I wish guys didn't have to be so typical all the time. Go out on a limb and try being honest for once. We'd both be happier in the end...

At this point, there is nothing but bitterness when I look back. But at the same time, no matter how long its been and no matter how much you've hurt me, I will always say I love you.

Thanks for coming into my life just to continue the pattern of betrayal. Means a lot. Peace.

so take what you will.
you won't find much of anything.

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