it has to be said

Dear You;

1. I don't understand you. I sincerely do not. One moment you seem so wonderful; like one of the most sweet, kind & generous people i have ever known. The next moment, you seem selfish, pushy, and as if you don't care to know me at all. And, surprisingly, I am oddly okay with that. I have learned, very quickly, that you are not to be depended upon. Its okay. I love you. But I won't, I refuse, to let you bring me down.

2. I miss you, and that has been true for quite a while, and will remain true until May it seems. I wish we talked more. I know nothing about you. Not enough for my liking anyway. But you really are my fav.

Just these.

Its all I've got for now.

The rest of the air is clear.