someone new;

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
Jenn probably 

2. Are you outgoing or shy?
somewhere in the middle

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
Erin .. whenever I see her!

4. Are you easy to get along with?
I think so

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
yes

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
people with beautiful souls

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
that would be nice ... 

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
ummmmm ............ literally no one

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
nope

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
either Jenn or Katherine or Erin Miller idk

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
"Yayyyyyy fly safe!" 

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Alone Again- Betty Who
The Mother We Share- CHVRCHES
Out of The Woods- Taylor Swift
Someone New- Banks
Leave Your Lover- Sam Smith

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
yes

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
luck is when preparation meets opportunity, so no to that one. 
As for miracles, "we live on a blue planet that circles around a ball of fire next to a moon the moves the sea, and you still don't believe in miracles?" .. so yes to that one 

15. What good thing happened this summer?
ummm WELL I went to West Palm Beach which was amazing

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
meh nah

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
idk man.. the universe is a pretty massive place 

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
my first crush was this kid I went to school with in like kindergarten so no

19. Do you like bubble baths?
not really! I'm not much of a bath person

20. Do you like your neighbors?
I don't know them

21. What are you bad habits?
keeping my feelings inside; allowing fear of failure to inhibit me

22. Where would you like to travel?
ITALY and Paris again and Greece and California and basically everywhere

23. Do you have trust issues?
not really..

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
nighttime skincare 

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
my small boobs 

26. What do you do when you wake up?
wish I could keep sleeping

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I'm fine with its present shade

28. Who are you most comfortable around?
Jenn I guess or my mom

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
no

30. Do you ever want to get married?
not really 

31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yep

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
idk this is a tough one because the dynamic between the 2 celebrities would have to be good but at the same time I wouldn't want them to be like bffs.. idk maybe like Jessie Pavelka & Troian Bellisario.. or Keegan Allen & Laura Prepon? haha

33. Spell your name with your chin.
kdlldegh

34. Do you play sports? What sports?
NOPE NONE

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
tv

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
yes

37. What do you say during awkward silences?
depends on the situation! usually I'll ask a question to spark up the conversation 

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
someone with humor, compassion, passion, drive.. someone interesting and captivating who will take adventures with me.. and mostly someone who loves me and is supportive and takes care of me while allowing me to take care of them as well

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Forever 21, Urban Outfitters, Brandy Melville, H&M, American Eagle (their jeans are to die for), Aeropostale, Asos.com .. And I like the idea of Topshop but everything there is too expensive. 

40. What do you want to do after high school?
I am an adult already, jeez. 

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
second, yes. not a third.

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
that I'm sad or feeling like crap about myself or angry or upset

43. Do you smile at strangers?
rarely.. this is NYC dude

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
ocean I think!

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
I have to go be a person

46. What are you paranoid about?
nothing really

47. Have you ever been high?
no

48. Have you ever been drunk?
yes

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
no

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
navy with white stripes

51. Ever wished you were someone else?
I would love to be someone else for a day just to see what it feels like 

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
less inhibition, more boldness

53. Favourite makeup brand?
probably Maybelline tbh. All their stuff is quality and affordable.

54. Favourite store?
ugh normally I would say Forever 21 but I am kind of over it with that store at the moment

55. Favourite blog?
I don't read many blogs but I love Catherine's (I prefer to read blogs of people I know rather than like .. commercial blogs)

56. Favourite color?
purple

57. Favourite food? 
Korean food

58. Last thing you ate?
scrambled eggs & toast

59. First thing you ate this morning?
scrambled eggs & toast

60. Ever won a competition? For what?
I guess technically yes when I won that CFRT scholarship thing

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
nope/nope

62. Been arrested? For what?
nope

63. Ever been in love? 
yep

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
nope

65. Are you hungry right now?
nope

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
lol what tumblr friends? 

67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter is more fun in my opinion but Facebook is very useful 

68. Twitter or Tumblr?
tumblr is more fun but twitter is more easily interactive 

69. Are you watching tv right now?
nope

70. Names of your best friends?
Jenn, Erin, Jamie

71. Craving something? What?
nothing at the moment!

72. What colour are your towels?
pink, purple, blue, orange, green... there is no theme here

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
4

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
one stuffed otter that I got at the NY Aquarium

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
2

75. Favourite animal?
elephant

76. What colour is your underwear?
light blue

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate 

78. Favourite ice cream flavor?
green mint chocolate chip

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black oversized graphic tee with Nirvana logo

80. What colour pants?
yellow floral pj shorts

81. Favourite tv show?
SVU, HTGAWM, Dance Moms

82. Favourite movie?
idk I don't think I have a favorite 

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
the first one 

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
the first one

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Amy Poehler obviously 

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
I don't care 

87. First person you talked to today?
Jenn

88. Last person you talked to today?
Jenn is the only person I've talked to today so far

89. Name a person you hate?
don't hate, bro

90. Name a person you love?
all my friends and my parents and Stacy London and Jillian Michaels

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
nah

92. In a fight with someone?
nope

93. How many sweatpants do you have?
zero

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
like 10 sweaters and 2 hoodies

95. Last movie you watched?
Nightmare Before Christmas

96. Favourite actress?
Bernadette Peters, Jennifer Aniston, Meryl Streep, Mariska Hargitay, Viola Davis, Troian Bellisario

97. Favourite actor?
Robin Williams .. 

98. Do you tan a lot?
nope

99. Have any pets?
a rabbit, Jenn has a cat

100. How are you feeling?
fine 

101. Do you type fast?
yeah

102. Do you regret anything from your past?
yes, just one thing

103. Can you spell well?
yes

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yes tons of people

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
no but that would be really fun!

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
I think I have and I hate it 

107. Have you ever been on a horse?
yes

108. What should you be doing?
nothing in particular 

109. Is something irritating you right now?
nah

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yes

111. Do you have trust issues?
not really 

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
myself

113. What was your childhood nickname?
kel

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yes

115. Do you play the Wii?
no

116. Are you listening to music right now?
nope

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
eh its decent 

118. Do you like Chinese food?
yes but its so gross that I try not to eat it

119. Favourite book?
Ragtime, Jane Eyre, etc.

120. Are you afraid of the dark?
nope 

121. Are you mean?
nope

122. Is cheating ever okay?
nope

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
for the most part! 

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nah, just attraction and/or lust

125. Do you believe in true love?
yes

126. Are you currently bored?
nope

127. What makes you happy?
good friends, good coffee, good entertainment, retail therapy, personal accomplishments 

128. Would you change your name?
no

129. What your zodiac sign?
libra

finding my green;

So this is going to be a bit of a life update.

Work is good- the same really. Definitely loving this short break!!

I am not sure what to do about my Youtube channel. I really like making videos, but I go through phases of having tons of ideas and filming a lot, to having NO ideas and feeling like filming is a chore. I know that if I ever want this to go anywhere I need to make it a priority, but I also don't want to do these typical 'beauty guru' type videos .. Like. Here's the thing. I love making videos about fashion and makeup and stuff. It is so fun. But EVERYONE does that and I don't feel like I have anything unique to say...?? I don't know. I might be done making videos, or I might be back in like 2 days with the most stereotypical white girl video ever. MYSTERY.

Recently, I've been listening to a ton of Jillian Michaels podcasts, through which I've become even more inspired to live a healthy life.
If you know me, you know that I've gotten a lot healthier over the past couple years- I am never not eating vegetables, basically.
However, like many others, I have had a major love-hate relationship with food all my life and went through some major struggles my senior year of college because of it.

Anyway, after moving to NYC and getting my life somewhat in order, I began prioritizing health, and started doing light workouts, and implementing a ton of green into my meals. Nowadays, I actually find it fun to think of ways to take indulgent meals and make them healthier by swapping out different ingredients!

Aside from the food thing, in the past few days I have really been re-evaluating the whole beauty product aspect of the 'living well' concept.. And by that I mean I have been doing some research into organic hair and makeup products, beginning with this website, which has a TON of information on brands, ingredients to look for/avoid, etc.

To make a long story short, I grabbed my first couple organic beauty products recently! One is the Physicians Formula Organic Wear CC Cream (LOVE) and the other is a replacement for my beloved leave-in conditioner, and its the Raw Shea Butter Extra Moisture Detangler.
Let me tell you, I bought this because I ran out of my leave in conditioner that I was completely obsessed with, and I thought nothing could top it but did not want to spend the $16 to replace it. Anyway, after much deliberation in Duane Reade, I grabbed this one and LOVE IT SO MUCH. It smells amazing- but not a perfumey smell- it just smells like nature- just clean basically. And it detangles my hair BETTER than the previous product, and also makes my hair softer. Bam. Obsessed.

Anyway, my plan is to replace current beauty products after I run out of things, so slowly but surely, I will have a completely green beauty regime!

All for now- just wanted to chat for a sec. :)

nothing to do today;

1:Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

yes

2:Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?

single and forever confused 

3:What if I told you that you were pretty?

I'd say thank you

4:Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?

nope

5:Are you interested in anyone right now?

yes.. 

6:What are you looking forward to in the next week?

having some time for myself, mostly

7:Do you want to be single?

not at the moment

8:Did you go out or stay in last night?

stayed in

9:How late did you stay up last night?

ummm till like 1am or so

10:Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?

yes

11:Last three things you had to drink?

water, coconut water, white wine 

12:Have you pretended to like someone?

no

13:Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?

no

14:Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

my roommate sees me in my underwear basically every day

15:Is it hard for you to get over someone?

ummmmm it depends but mostly no

16:Think back five months ago, were you single?

forever alone, yes

17:What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?

waiting for the D train

18:Hold hands with anyone this week?

nope

19:Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

I could but I would prefer not to 

20:What would you name your future daughter?

Addison or Sophia or Maddison or Alaska

21:Do you miss anyone?

yes

22:Have you kissed three or more people in one night?

nope

23:Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

uh no

24:Are you good at hiding your feelings?

yes and to be honest sometimes I wish I weren't 

25:Have you ever cried from being so mad?

nope

26:Who did you last see in person?

the Fresh Direct delivery guy

27:Are you listening to music right now?

nope- Jillian Michaels podcast :) 

28:What is something you currently want right now?

a makeout session and a horchata 

29:What is the last thing you said out loud?

I think I said "Reese!" because that is the cat's name and I was calling her

30:How is your heart lately?

MEH

31:Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?

nope

32:Are you wearing socks?

nope

33:What do people call you?

kelley or kel or kellephant

34:Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

no

35:Are there any stressful situations in your life?

umm not really! not at the moment

36:Who did you last share a bed with?

Jenn I think

37:Did you do something bad today?

nope

38:When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?

last week at the company holiday party

39:Do you get stressed out easily?

nope

40:Will you sing today?

I sing every day

41:Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?

YES

42:Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?

Jenn or my mom mostly

43:Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?

nope

44:What are you listening to right now?

we went over this earlier- still Jillian

45:What is wrong with you right now?

where do I begin

46:What is on your wrists right now?

nothing

47:Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?

H&M

48:What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

hot chocolate 

49:Do you make wishes at 11:11?

nah

50:Are you a good artist?

not really 

51:Love really is a beautiful thing huh?

yeah dude

52:Do you miss the way things were six months ago?

no I don't think so

53:Ever been on a golf cart?

no actually!

54:Do you have trust issues?

nope

55:Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?

no but Jamie and I used to stay on the phone for multiple hours at a time back in the day

56:Do you own something from Hot Topic?

nope

57:Do you use chap stick?

multiple times a day

58:Have you ever slapped someone in the face?

nope

59:Do you have a little sister?

nope

60:Have you ever been to New York?

I live here

61:Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

Jenn, and yes

62:Have you hugged someone within the last week?

yes

63:What were you doing at midnight last night?

trying to fall asleep

64:Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

no

65:Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

yes

66:Were your last three kisses from the same person?

no..?

67:Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?

no

68:Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?

alone

69:Will next Friday be a good one?

ummmm I guess? nothing special planned but I have faith in it

feel the fear; do it anyway

1: What is your name and does it mean anything?
kelley- means 'warrior woman' 

2:How long have you known your best friend?
since like July 2012

3:What position do you normally sleep in?

on my side 

4:Were you a part of any “clique” in high school?

the uncool kids

5:Who was your favorite teacher in high school and why?

the principal taught our politics class and she had a major influence in my life and always supported me; chorus/band teacher was great because I just learned a lot from her .. I had lots of good teachers I must say

6:Do you wish to travel a lot?

YES SO MANY WISHES

7:Did you participate in any sports while in school?

LOL nope just theatre

8:Show a sample of your handwriting:

no thanks that would require some effort

9:Have you ever given blood?

no because doctors terrify me and I'm convinced I would pass out if I gave blood 

10:Do you like the way that you grew up?

yes, in retrospect I am super thankful for it

11:Do you like your siblings? Why or why not?

I don't have any 

12:How did you meet your best friend and why did you become friends?

facebook; we both needed a roommate 

13:Name one movie that made you cry.

A Little Princess- seriously dude 

14:Do you prefer to read poetry, write poetry, or neither?

read it but I only like certain types.. 

15:Things about someone that you find attractive?

thinking of one person in particular here.. unique, perfect, opinionated, passionate, hilarious, magnetic. 

16:What song are you currently listening to?

none- listening to the Jillian Michaels podcast 

17:Have you ever broken a bone? If so, how?

nope

18:A random memory from you childhood:

playing Alice in BCPE and getting such great notes from Cassandra on interpreting lines in new and different ways 

19:Where did you grow up?

NC

20:What was the last thing you watched on tv?

some random movie on Hulu that I stopped watching because it was not good

21:Do you think you’d make a good parent?

yes

22:Would you like to meet any of your Tumblr friends in person?

meh not specifically

22:What was the last dream you remember having?

a makeout dream, to be quite honest

23:When is your birthday?

10/7

24:How many pillows do you sleep with?

4

25:Do you wear glasses? If so, how long have you been wearing glasses?

nope

26:What color is your hair?

brown

27:Name 5 facts about your appearance:

long face, under eye circles, small shoulders, large thighs, toned arms

28:What is your favorite soda?

dr pepper

29:What is a strange talent that you have?

umm.. I can do weird voices? I memorize songs REALLY quickly?

30:How’s the weather right now?

cold

31:Why did one of your friendships end?

distance

32:Who do you miss right now?

her 

33:Why did your last relationship end?

ugh... 

34:Are you still figuring out who you are?

aren't we all? 

35:Have you ever been admitted to a hospital? Why?

nope

36:What is your favorite restaurant?

Woorjip in Ktown 

37:What is word that you always seem to spell wrong?

wtf dude I am a MASTER at spelling

38:Would ever adopt kids?

I would prefer to foster 

39:What is your favorite kind of pizza?

veggie

40:What was your first thought when you woke up this morning?

'what time is it'

41:When was the last time you got really really happy and why?

Jenn made these chocolate cookies and OMG GUYS... THE BEST EVER

42:What’s the strangest thing you’ve ever eaten?

fried alligator 

43:How do you start a conversation?

idk I ask a question or something? depends on who its with!

44:What’s a band you’ve been obsessed with lately?

no band specifically but I'm loving listening to other people's spotify playlists and discovering new stuff! 

45:Do you come from a family “of money?”

nope not even close 

46:Do you have a bucket list?

not specifically 

47:What is your favorite series of books?

idk the Hunger Games I guess? 

48:When was the last time you laughed so hard your stomach hurt?

I don't know actually.. 

49:Where do you go when you’re sad?

home

50:5 random facts about yourself:

I drink iced coffee all year round

I want to kiss someone right now

I need a lip scrub

hats are my favorite winter accessory

I don't really like working out but if I don't work out I feel like crap