Hey there internet.
I've been taking a break from this blogging thing mostly A) because I am on the road all the time and B) basically nothing has been happening.
My entire life right now is my job pretty much, which is not that bad except for the level of exhaustion it creates is pretty high. I like the job a LOT though, for real. Its super cool, and I really like having responsibilities that are uniquely mine. It makes it fun for me, because its this little "department" (which consists of me and 6 computers and 3 judges) that I get to manage. So its cool.
But I have this weekend off which I am STOKED about. Its so nice to have a break from the incessant traveling and get some time to just live.
Not that I am doing much living.
GUH.
Frustrate.
I am in one of those moods where I want to put on some jean shorts and frolic through the city eating froyo and taking pictures with friends and lay in the grass at sunset and swing on some swings and just do silly fun shit for no reason. Just because I can. Just because I am free and I want to feel free. Unfortunately, no one seems to want to do these things with me and its kind of boring alone. lol. ALSO the weather is still annoyingly cold which is quite a bother. I am just aching for spring, honestly. Spring and summer and beaches and sunshine. And Hoboken.. I cannot wait to go to Hoboken when its pretty out and get a cupcake from Carlo's and sit in the grass by the Hudson and watch the sunset over Manhattan. I could literally sit there for hours.
It really doesn't take much to entertain me.
Anyway.
I have been in a weird mood lately. Like, I am kind of unsure of myself I think. I am getting to the point where I am both happy and sad with what my life is right now. I could not be more thrilled and grateful for the people I have in my life, yet I find myself browsing facebook and looking at people who I don't talk to anymore or people who I wish I talked to and getting nostalgic about things just all these random feels.
I have taken a lot of risks to get here and sometimes I worry that I've taken then in vain and that this will all fall apart.
But I guess that's just how life is.
PS I am obsessed with a country song called Cruise by Florida Georgia Line and I cannot stop listening to it tell no one. .. Its just so good.
