Tuesday, January 27, 2009

today's quick recap

1. William, it was lovely to see you. And your warm greeting made my day start out wonderfully. :)

2. Oh Erin, lunch, in the rain, outside, talking about boys... just what I like. You are wonderful.

3. Rachel, you are too cute. You bring everyone around you a smile, and you are so good at making everyone else feel loved, welcome, and important. Thank you.

4. Danielle, AT LAST we reunite!! I have missed you so much and I love you and I think you are super amazing. I am sad I won't get to see you as often this semester, but I'm glad you are a part of my life. :)

5. Taylor, you get me; and I love you for it.

6. Boy- I won't say your name- but you are beautiful. Yopo... I have no idea what to do.

7. Bridget! Choreography is SO FUN. Thanks for that. :)

8. Cat, Leigh, Natalie, Erin, I am glad you are the ones I spent the end of my evening with. It is always a pleasure to be in your presence.

Here's hoping tomorrow will be just as good.

<3

Monday, January 26, 2009

this made me happy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lin4gjaRJo

Susan Powell, the one in the middle, in the white. I know her. I love her. She said I was her daugher at one point in my life.

She is amaze of ways.

And you should love her too.

<3

Saturday, January 24, 2009

21 Thoughts

Eventually I will actually do this vlog.. but for now, it will be a blog, for those of us who are slightly more old fashoined.

1. Lucille Ball sitcoms are great at helping one pass the time.. they bring rest to the weary.

2. I want to have a sleepover with Rachel, or just get coffee w/ her.

3. I want that guy to get butterflies when he sees me, just like I do when I see him.

4. Shrimp is effin good.

5. Those people at the show last night must have thought I was such a hag.. a gay guy bows and I scream at the top of my lungs, followed with the statement, "That's my MAN right there!!!!"

6. I have no idea what I am doing this summer, and I need to figure something out.

7. I am currently obsessed with the song 'I like you so much better when you're naked' by Ida Marie.. it is quite catchy! lol

8. I wanna get back into those Kelsey jeans by the end of the semester.. at the latest. They are so cute and I honestly have no idea how I could wear them last summer & can't now.

9. Maybe I should do my homework.

10. I wish I had actually made real plans for today instead of just thinking something would work out.. because nothing ever does.

11. Watching the show last night made me realize how much I would like to be a good dancer.

12. I want to be so much more than what I am.

13. I wish I were a better singer.

14. I wonder if there is any more music I should download while I'm home and its free & illegal.

15. Missing someone is terrible, but sometimes you just have to stop and let them miss you.

16. Blockbuster would be a nice place to be right now.

17. Should I go to the theatre at 11pm?

18. I think you would like me better if you knew me better, but you'll never know me better unless you start liking me better.

19. That was complicated.

20. Honestly, don't I deserve what she has? I have been WAITING.

21. I hope this actually posts.. my blog has been acting weird lately.

Friday, January 23, 2009

isn't this supposed to be fun?

Just to clarify; being your friend is much more important to me than being his girlfriend. And, though he will probably never be interested, I want you to know that you win.


You always win...


Just after writing that, I am not so sure anymore. I feel like if I were to talk to you about it, you would give me good explanation either way you felt about the issue, and depending on that, I would decide what to do.


He is so beautiful.


But I was on your side from that first conversation.


Sisters before misters.


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I'm going to see West Side Story at CFRT tonight. This marks 1.5

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Dear you,

I barely know you.

But I think I might be falling for you.

You are way out of my league, and you could do so much better... but I look into your eyes and I see my dream.
You are what I want, the person I have been dreaming about since I was a young girl eating popcorn, sitting on my parents' bed & watching romantic comedies.

"Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it really just another crush?"

...But you're off the table. I can't have you. And that makes me want you all the more. She is my friend, and though it is over... I just don't know if I could handle that weirdness [for lack of a better word.]

You are so wonderful though. And maybe, possibly, someday, it will be okay, and she will have her prince, and I can have you.

But since when do dreams come true... ?

"Are you holding back, like the way I do? Because I'm trying & trying to walk away, but I know this crush ain't going away."

Notice me?

Because I can't stop thinking about your Carolina blue eyes...